Tuesday, 6 December 2016

When class start late

My class start late again and I know it after I enter the class, because I don't go online my what's app. These few days, I'm very lazy to study and the final just around the corner. It's really hard to change yourself and to change your habit. Sometimes I'm very stress thinking about it, although I'm not a bad person that have to change my attitude 360 degree. I think I'm doing great actually. Right now, I really love watch The Legend of The blue Sea Korean Drama, because the story is great, the hero is handsome and the heroin is pretty, yeah too pretty. What a great hero and heroine! I love them so much! I keep re-watch the latest episode. I'm also watching Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo, the storyline is just cute, cute and tough heroin. I love strong heroin, I don't like to watch weak or innocent heroin. This drama also the hero start

He who can't control his anger

Right now, I'm very sad very angry with my dad and myself. I don't understand how can he scold my mom in public. Since I was a kid he was like that. He has very bad attitude when he got angry. He was a ex counselor, he give advice to people, how can he can't control his anger. He always angry with my mom. I'm very sad because I couldn't do anything. I feel bad. I don't know how she can live with him for years. When we are in trouble, or even we don't do anything wrong, he got angry with mom like crazy. I'm very sad and angry with myself because I talk bad about him, like right now. Mom I'm very sad, you must feel very sad than me. I hate him when he got angry, very hate! I won't let him sent me back to hostel anymore, I won't ask him to go out or even back home. He will get angry everytime. I'm very tired because I'm too sad and angry. I want to sleep. Something like this can make me having really bad mood. I'm tired dad, why can't you change 😢😢😢

When I Lose My Spirit

Get back on track! Remember your work is study. What is your goal for this semester?  Everything else are not important. Get a good result is what you need to get. Don't waste your time! Next week you have test 2! Just focus on study right now. Please...